Shadows in disguisse

I'm cold...standing on a cage where the hands of their ghosts try to capture me. The souls of those who betrayed me are screaming and crying, swearing by their innocence.

They crush and scratch and fight and curse at me but they are just pretending not knowing all those horrible things they did to me years ago, all the violence, the aggression and the laughter. the blood and tears stripped from me until the drowned themselves in bliss.

My skin is still marked with the knives and the lashes of their actions for every one of the times that i was just a toy for them and when everyone else just walked by when i was screaming for help. it was just as if i was nothing but a ghost being tortured over and over by the shadows in disguise.

Those who smile and bow and kiss you but then twist the knife and slowly cut you away in every opportunity that they have, for many moons i was a prisoner of their twisted and broken games. my mind was obliterated and my soul was shattered, they always knew that and because of that i was the perfect target.

Smoke,Vanity,Treachery,Deceive, Ego and Back Stab those are the names that i gave to them, they were more hateful and pathetic than the others but as a group they were a circle of lying, malicious and jealous bunch. only capable of hurting others and any person that dare thinking different from them was doomed.

Costumed to prey on the week and the broken they killed me, taunted me, tortured me and damaged me until i made implosion and revolted against their ways which costed me part of myself and my credibility as well since they had the majority in their graces but i managed to escape and put an end to all the bullshit.

Bullying, violence, aggression and any kinds of attacks from a group against and individual is never justified and will never be, i hate how much the public can be manipulated towards believing the narrative of the worst kind of persons possible but then again those of us who fight against the current are the ones destined to die as martyrs or crazy ones that are never to be taken seriously.

Now that i'm no longer under their control I fight to stand my ground and be a spirit of vengeance, I fight to be different and show them and the ones from their world that I can surpass them by working as hard as none of them can and creating an space where pain and lies are no longer welcome.